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THAT NIGHT…

I went home that night,

Reme,bering all you said

I didn’t watch t.v. but i turned on the radio instead

I really felt bad inside the way i thought i would

But i still couldn’t forget that night

Even though i know i would

I know i did the right thing that i was so sure i was right

But being right was wrong

And now your out of sight

You bade farewell that night

I didn’t know what to do

As i was walking home that night

I knew i still love you

Walking on the dark that night

Alone on the road

The pain inside me grew heavier than my load

Staring at the streets lights

I remember you say

Everything was my fault and that i should pay

As i lay in bed that night

I wish it all end soon

All the pain that i feel

Or i might burst like a balloon

I felt it was a joke

When you left this heart of mine

I ask myself that night

When will i feel fine?

You were so inconsiderate

You ruined my life

Im feelign sharp pains now

Like i was struck by a knife

You said you dont love me

And i dont think its fair

Why are you like this to me

Don’t you even care?

And now as i listen to the radio

I hear our favorite song

It says everything about love

Except that it would lasts long

It used to feel great hearing

But now it makes me cry

As i remember that night

The night you said GOODBYE.

                                       zAinE_02

Because Of You

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
Over the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don’t know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life because it’s empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you